CHARITY.......

I always wanted to do charity and guess what, it was link to my dream....Wanna know it?I think most of you all knew it....

Doin charity....I use to do so when I was in high school. I miss out the charity event by NICHOLAS MALAYSIA FAN CLub and Catholic Society from my uni....For me, charity works will be more meaningful if I did it with all my frens....but I always think that I am not financially stable gal...cos I still need to save $ for my daily expenses...cos what they need the most will be food, drinks and daily use thing. If can, they will be more happy if we bought them present each. Thats why, I tell myself that I need to work hard...earn $ for family (thanks to my dad for giving me such a good study opportunity), and help those in needy...I hope to pay them a visit at least once a mth...They really need our help...do join me yea...

Thanks to GOD that my idols all are very kind+caring+lovely+sincere.....
1)NICHOLAS TSE with LIFE&HOPE
2)VANNESS with UNICEF
3)JERRY with WORLD VISION

Anway, i found lots of similarity between Vann and NIC...
Firstly, they are both come with a kind and sincere heart. THANKS GOD for giving me two caring idols.
Secondly, they donated some of their income for charity purposes.
Thirdly, haha...like me, both of them also cant read chinese words and posses a gud spoken English...
Fourthly, both like to be themselves...hate ppl to control and a perfectionist....they like to mention "YOU LIKE OR NOT, THAT'S ME"
Fifth, both loves their family so much esp their mom...haha...
Six, and both are talented artist either from the part of vocal, drama, movies and many more...

Besides, being my inspiration idols they are my role models too......

MY SUPER IDOL

HANDSOME GUY+PRETTY GAL=MATCHING......
he know him for 8 years and finally decided to live forever and ever with her...WISH YOU A LONG LASTING HAPPINESS my super idol....
How Junior NIC will look like?

They are both lovely couple.....WHY NOT JUST CONT TO SUPPORT HIM???
Long time we din meet you in MSIA...nearly 2 years already...

I took 3mths to cool dwn from everyting, news, latest updates and even seldom get any information from him few mths after his marriage. After 3mths and that is now, i realise, MY SUPER IDOL is always NICHOLAS TSE.....what can i said???a 9 years idol, not easy for me to forget...maybe i admit that in this 3mths i seldom log in to his MALAYSIA fan club forum and try to avoid listening his songs and video....I tot i can forget him...I dunno why i do so???Maybe think that he get married already, so should not waste my $ on him anymore....SAD + SHOCKED when get to know he get married on 9/2006...he can married any gals out there bt I dunno why he choose CECELIA...i dun like her that much...cos she too playgirl and not longer from seperating with his "mat salleh" bf...sigh...frens are concerned about my feelings and lots members seems missing when they heard the news....

I tot I am ok with it bt now I admit that in the past 3 mth i was so busy with F3+Vann stuff....but now i realise that I had neglected my support to NIC...the moment he need his fans to support him I was not there...Thanks to MONICA for the video of him at Cambodia....Now i I decided to cont support my this 9 years idol even though he was mArried.At least CC far more better than his ex-WF. Even though he gets married with a gal that i dont really adore, nevermind....he also a human, and he always wanted to have his own family...why not respect his decision?YEA...thats what i decided....Now I am wondering when will his small junior NIC will come out...everyone looking forward for it NIC...NO MATTER HOW, I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU...you had "fall dwn" for quite a number of times throughout ur journey in this industry, but your toughness, ability and brave actions to " stand back" had touch our heart. you are not alone even though you get married...we will be there for you

EXAM MONTH

I guess it had been few weeks that i didn't updated my blog...haha...cos busy studying..last minute revision cos past few weeks to busy and lazy already and now working hard like a cow...haha...

Today, i gave myself a half day off from revision cos jst finish a paper.Now 3 more to go...haha...actually, is to spend some times for F4 news, VANN news, emails and so on...

anyway, i think till the last paper ended, I dun dare to see my own face in the mirror....PIMPLE coming out one by one, my eyes look like Panda eyes-that's scary and my hair drops a lots...imagine, the study table where is the place i had my revision, breakfast,lunch, dinner and even snacks, was full with hairs after 5 days...sigh...so scary...Bsides, I also gain weight...will I endup like a week...haha...wait and see

Feel so envy seeing fans joining JVKV event, JV event and V.DUBB album press con, launching, autograph session and so on..while they are having fun at TAIWAN, i am facing stress and tension in KL...they are so lucky...Well, always hope that this time exam will be the last exam in my life..EXAMS make students suffer...sigh..:(

JVKV event was really great and luckily still manage to watch it from youtube. They are so cute when they are together. F4 ROX again.....reflashing back during the moment of MG1 and now, they had became mature and grew older...haha...so, do I...haha..they are always MY IDOLS AND MY INSPIRATIONs...

HAPPY EASTER DAY

EVENT: EASTER DAY & JACINTA's BIRTHDAY

DATE:8th APRIL 2007

VENUE: STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT-TALIPON

TIME:7pm

HAPPY EASTER DAY

here comes the EASTER eggs for everyone....

BELOW: My DAD, sis N and me...My mom nt around, far away back at my hometwn....

Below: My cousin and my uncle...haha...
Below: My fren....a nice self taken pic huh....
Below: That's me....laughing even though nt that feeling well...
BELOW: My fave....ICE-CREAM...

Yesterday was EASTER DAY and also nt to forget my sis birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY....HAPPY EASTER DAY too...which means that's the end of my 40days fasting from eating meats...thanks...cos that's the reason why recently, I lost weight.

we went for dinner at a steamboat restaurant with my dad, relatives and fren. Had a great dinner but seems I ate so little today cos feel dizzy all the way since i woke up from sleep. Maybe I slept too much already today and maybe due to last nite, I slept so early in the morning..4.30am...haha..cos we watch ZAI ZAI dvd-YAMADATATORI(KING TORI)...hope i spell it RIGHT....During the Dinner time, like usual, after eating, I playing around with my cam snapping pictures, that's my hobby..can't forget my cam whenever I leave my hse.

On Sat we had purchased lots thing at the CD store which included VANN first album MSIA edition(finally, we found it), Jerry Biography books, VIC dvd-YAMADATORI and Jerry's Cover Story...haha...they had reproduced most of their drama in DVD form and I saw a gal choose Peach Gal instead of COME TO MY PLACE...haha...

Just wanna said that today I also had decided the latest F4 chart in my personal life....haha..here comes...DRUM ROLLING.....

1) KEN(even though he seldom come to MSIA but I respect my 1ST choice of putting him at the 1st place since last time...a talented and happy go lucky guy)

2) VANN

3) JERRY & VIC(equally)

*** Subject to change in future...hahaha

30 BOXES of ROCKY

BELOW: My few sems group members...WE ARE THE BEST...WE ARE THE CHAMPION....haha

Below: The 30 boxes of ROCKY...15-CHOCOLATES, 15-STRAWBERRIES...

BELOW: MY PORTION...3 CHOCO, 3 STRAW....30boxes/5ppl=6 boxes per person...haha..so happy...my fave leh

HAHA....Let's forget about the sad news...Let's talk something happy...haha..

Finally, we get the 30 boxes of Rocky from one of my classmates that dare to compete with us with their coursework marks...Finally, we won and their groups jst few marks bhind..Even though my group like to complete the assignments last minute but overall I think we did it efficiently, straight to the point. No need to have grandmother assignments which were long winded with 17pages bt score jst one mark higher than those who did it with 4 pages. U SEE THE DIFFERENCE? haha...Besides, I think 5 of us are always the best bt jst lazy only..haha...THANKS FOR KEEPING YOUR PROMISE...the ROCKY are useful esp during our STUDY WEEK...

It's HURT

jst forget about it...i have the answer for myself in this issue...i might have misun sumthing

FRENS.....

FRENS....haih...that's what running in my mind for today and yesterday...THis post might be offended some of you bt i jst wanna voice out my words and help me to feel better...so sorry...

Having class gathering on yesterday bt before that i had planned nt to go...bt my frens kept ask me yyyyy???Ok..there are lots of reasons from me...many things running in my mind recently and "frens" do you all ever know wats happening in my life??...I guess the ans will be NO

cos no1 saw that and no one can feel tat....

everything happened too sudden..from family matters with relatives nearly met accident for so many times..sigh..i m sked losing one of them...i m so sked...exam comin, stress coming too. my head scalp turn red and only happened to some parts of it and make me worried about the reason it happened..worrying about my future..and so on...bsides some others listed reasons Y I M NT GOING are:

1) To save money cos I still need to survive on MAY with employment and then get my driving license..I can't spend money again...I dun dare to ask my dad again for $ as I dun wanna be a daughter that kept asking $ and kept spending money even though myself havent started to earn it...

2) I tot it was the last gathering last few days when we went for steamboat bt then, nw u all said wanna go to zoo and "eyes on msia"...nola...we cant oways go out as exam jst in two weeks times...I dun wanna fail o supp any of my paper..Its very important to me to score in this last exam in my life..we kept goin out so oftenly--Last week sing K, then, movie where we watch MR BEAN then, CAMERON trip then, movie again+steamboat and then wed movie, and now to zoo...walao, wunt you think we are too over????I personally think YES...

3) I dun like going to zoo..I prefer goin to SAFARI rather than zoo..It's hot, smelly and tiring to walk here and there...No pls...

4) Its a last minute decision fr u all...as all my closest frens knew, I am a gal which hold to my principal that any last minute "date " will be rejected by me cos I hate ppl to do thing last minute...that's d principal of life...

thanks to my best buddy for spending his time to hear i grumble and listen to my problems...thanks...hey, you make me fell better....

"STORM THE YARD"

EVENT: GROUP 1 DINNER & MOVIE TIME

DATE:9th APRIL 2007

VENUE: YUEN STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT & GSC

TIME:6.30pm & 11.55pm

BELOW: a gROUP pic wit our tutor...MR Farhan...

Below: The gals posing with the "monkey king" of my class...haha..(right: me, shear yee, jia hui, alice and monkey king-kho yee)

BELOW: The F4 of my group on that day...haha..emm..wondering who is dao ming si, hua zhe lei , mei zou, n xing men leh?haha

BELOW: PeK Wan and me...(guess what tshirt am i wearing?...haha..it's our group tee where I am one of the designer for the front part..haha)

BELOW: The wonderful fountain at one of the entrance of the SUNWAY CITY

After a tiring and fun trip from Cameron, finally i am bek to KL and need to attend classes at 2pm..Will update you guys with the Cameron trip story and some pic sooner...Maybe after my exam...haha

After class on Monday, suddenly there is a suggestion to go for Steamboat..Well, lets go cos we had cancel the Ktan trip due to time constraint...We went there wit our CORPORATE GOVERNANCE tutor..haha..nt all of the classmates went bt jst some of them and luckily my best buddies went too...Some incident happened that make me quite angry....bt since its past, lets don't mention it.

Like usual, we had a full dinner. But the chicken wings taste was nt as tasty as last time. SAD...Our tutor, Mr Farhan, was a bit shocked cos we ate so much since it was only RM21 per head and its buffet steamboat. Well, I feel that I am a bit like a "Princess" on that nite cos i insisted to sit with my 2 best buddies. They help me to remove the prawn skins and even took food for me and in return, i took ice-cream for them to eat..haha..i m having fun with tat...While, the another table was full of gals with only one guy that was our tutor. The situation make me feel tat Mr Farhan was the king and the gals were his followers..haha..ON that nite, I ate nearly 10scoops of Ice-cream and luckily i din suffer from any stomaches...wow..

After the dinner, we went to watch STORM THE YARD...again? yea, the 2nd time I watched it. Cos everyone wanted to watch, and I can't go back alone, so join them to watch it. It's was a movie that I like it so much cos it was all about dancing-Hip Hop Dancing from LA. Well, some of the scene remind me of my dear "V" and their steps look similar..and even the hero-DJ has a similar cap as V. The LA cap but jst in different color. I love their dancing steps so much...and my buddies and gal frens agree with me too...haha...it's a movie that i highly recomended to all the dancing lovers and also V fans too..haha..the 1st time i enjoy watching a movie for so many times and even nt a movie starring by my idol...haha...