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CHARITY....come and join me...

CHARITY!!!We shud always be thankful to GOD cos we are able to live happily and peacefully...As all of us know, there are still lots of unfortunate children and family out there...And we are lucky enough to have a place to sleep every9, food to eat, education and the ability to find job.


So, there is a need for us to help them...of cos we donate according to our ability ...jst spend less on new clothes, begs, shoes and even delicious food every mth and donate for those in needy...if u are asking whr shud i donate those $?there are some ppl who are trying to cheat those kind hearted ppl bt then don't make them stop you from donating...if u wanna be safe, there are lots of approved organisation out there such as World Vision, UNICEF, BERSAMAMU, TABUng DAFFUR by TV3, 8TV....wAT I can said is to learn how to give and take...Contribute bek wat u get...

On 9th Aug, some TARC student came and approached me and talk to me saying that they are collecting $ for the old folks home at Kampar...and they are selling this charity wallet which made by themselves to collect donations...so I bought it and it cost rm20..it look nice and cute with the mickey mse as pic...will post up the pic soon if the server allow me to do so...

CHARITY is always a BEAUTY tips for everyone...you will feel yourself became even prettier and happy after you did something good...trust me and try it...

Well, in conjunction with V birthday and also our 50th merdeka , we are having donation which will end this Sunday. It is organised by member of VIFC...

Some ppl asked me "hey u get influence by ur idol is it?"..i wanna said if they influence us doing something gud, why nt we follow...but i think the percentage I get influence by them is only 30%(each ppl 5%..haha..nola, jst jk)...but for me i wanna said tat its how u are educated with...the surroundings and environment arounds u plays an important roles too

anyway, I would like to thank those that have been supporting us all the way and thank you very much for all the donations too. It will be bank in to UNICEF on this coming monday.Lets leave all the bad comments behind and cheer for the success of tis plan...There are lots more that are waiting for us in the future...

Horoscope Review?

Well do u believe ur horoscope Review ?as for me, sometime Yes and sometimes No...cos sumtimes its quite accurate...haha...

Lets see, this is those reviews that I get this few days...

CAPRICORN DAILY HORSOCOPE by RICK LEVINE
AUG 18, 2007...

Capricorn (December 22 - January 19)

Don't second-guess your hunches today, for your intuitive faculties are more effective than usual. Unfortunately, you may get frustrated if it seems like you're not getting anywhere fast. Reality may stand in your way, but if you slow down and work carefully, you'll be just where you need to be by the end of the day.

(Yea, after searching for my dream job, nw i end up with another job.I jst get a job and I am thinking is it the job that I like...If I dun like the job , I sked I might can do the tasks that will be given to me properly....BUT this horoscope review like telling me that be patient, u will get wat u want end of the day....)

AUG 19, 2007...

Relationship conflicts could put a damper on the day, but they probably won't be serious enough to throw you off course. You are moving forward now, yet change and growth come slowly. If you stand firm and hold on to your convictions, you'll be able to stay on track and arrive at your destination right on schedule.

(This is the review for today...well, its like telling me...dun give up...this is nt the end of ur life..I am one step further to my dream...stay strong and dont give up..i will achieve it one day..)

Well, believe it or not..I think I trust all this review as a motivation foe me to go further...

*wtf*

Thank you to all the frens that oways and really care about me all the time...But to the special someone that u oways thought that u do care about me, understand me, know wat oways runs in my mind and sorts....I WANNA SAID YOU ARE WRONG...."I AM WHO I AM"...I hate ppl spreading rumors about me all the time...I DO REALLY HATE IT...is it your hobby doing so?All this while since last time, the way u act like i did stepped on ur tail and you noe wat, the way you behave looks like a monkey that his/her tail being step by ppl..jumping around and making noise all the time...and saying bad about ppl...so, stop acting gud in front of me...took off your mask and lets everyone see ur true colors...

Ppl that knoes me very well, we know that I dun like ppl spreading rumors about me, creating stories, backstab, and pretending all the way..JUST BE YOURSELF...You doesn't need to pretend good jst wanna be my fren...i HATE IT...I dont need a fren like you and it doesnt give any effect to me if you are out of my kingdom....

a human patience oways has a limit and don't u ever try to challenge mine....ITS ENOUGH....stop everyting SUCKER....i hope you can get away from my life forever...

If you think you are better and happy with your current life, go ahead and cont acting arrogant with it...but i wanna said tht learn to appreciate wat you have...GOD have eyes and knoes wat we did....and I believe, HE is fair...if someone doesnt appreciated the thing that he gave, he will took it bek one day...sO, I am proudly to say that I am waiting for that....

And if you thought tat I am missing you all this while since we seperated, I want to let everyone knoe that NO...I am happy that finally are away from me...

To others that really wana know my life updates, u can call me,send me sms or nay knid of messages but please stop believing those rumors out thr....its better u ask me urself rather than asking others....


P/S:if you are wondering who m i mentioning, did you heard of "SIAPA TERMAKAN CILI DIA LAH TERASA PEDASNYA"

INTERVIEW ....INTERVIEW

*wtf*...attended lots of interviews and I think i can said I am an expert in rejecting offers, rejecting int....i m getting fedup with everything...those interviewers sometimes are sucks...if nt for a job, i think i will jst leave the company....went for an int today at masjid jamek...for the position of marketing assistant/event coordinator....sounds great rite...before i reach thr, i was searching where was the company and the gal spoken to me yesterday told me that it was beside the putra lrt , bside muamalat bank....damn it...i went thr and i coulnt find it...she said it was WISMA EITHOON...hey, i din saw anyhting...then, i contacted them and they said AIK CHOON...hey rubbish...yesterday that gal gave me this spelling "EITHOON"...damn stupid...nevermind, after asking around, i found it...it was nt situated beside the PUTRA LRT or BANK MUAMALAT...its damn far away... i need to cross the road....ohhhhh..i hate it....

it was an advertising com...i dunno it was an advertising com cos its under THE ADVERTISER when i saw the job posting...no wonder la...when waiting for my turn, i saw malay ,indian and a chinese boy came in...i was the smartest among all...hey, they dun look like fresh grad...they look like MAKCIK and ah beng(from wat i saw)...i know sumthing wrong...well, i enter and see wat is this job about..give it a try cos i m already here....

the manager explain lots...this and that..turn here and thr...their client are MU, WALT DISNEY, this and that...nothing much he asked me...he din ask any tough ques....and call me to attend the 2nd observation day tmrw...i was teling to myself, hey, stop it...u are telling me something that like sales...and when ask him...he said no...damn...u tot i m stupid or wat...then i said ok and i leave..sigh...

then, sumthing runs in my mind..WALT DISNEY...my senior told me before , dont get cheated with those company tht said selling wat walt disney product its actually selling those disney biscuits in a nice and cute can...i think most of us saw that before..they want u to waer formal, walking under the sun and sweating and thats marketing ass and nt sales gal...F**K OFF....

tHE more i think, the more i feel like killing them...hard to find their office...nvm...but i feel like they are fooling my DEGREE cert...u tot i obtain it as easy as sitting for SPM?and u want me a degreee holder to walk under the sun doing sales so called marketing assistant...then u better go to die....

i feel suck off...its nt one company out there..and lots and all using the same technique....each time came bek from int my foot gonna have sumtimes max 10 plasters...and today, those high heel hurts my foot too much...blisters again...and thats also one of the reasons why i am so angry...gosh....because of their stupid act, they make others suffer....

stupid BANK

Really feel like bursting rite now...went to bank to open account.before i get to deal with the bankers, they make me wait for 30min...for me its ok cos i m nt in rush but only 2 staff on the desk and the rest wen for lunch..thats still ok..but than a staff deal with a customer for more than 30min..is that efficient enough?

Those stupid pigs are always work damn slow...i observed many times at different banks and different places...that's their working attitudes and hey, if thats ur working attitude, better go bek and sleep...this kind of workers will make d company image drop...

and if you see how they treat the customers u gonna get angry....this lady banker treat the malay guy better than an old man....is thats the way how u treat ur customers?I was observing her all the way and she really irritate me...what i can said about her "MIANG"(in malay) and bias...

In addition, if you do have works to do, "keep ur mouth shut"...dun talk and pay attention on ur works...ppl are waiting and finish ur task asap....but they are at the opposite side...laughing, yelling and talking loudly..hey, this is bank...a public place...GOSH....keep ur mouth shut and do ur work...

well, I already told them the moment i enter the bank that i wanna "open an account"..after few minutes later, the stupid lady ask me again...TALK & TALK again,and now she forget everything...feel like slapping her...

when its my turn, she took my ic and ask me why i wanna open an account?hey, i came here to giv u biz and nt to attend any interview...i open account of cos to save my $...STUPID QUES...then, he said, u can't open any account cos your ic address was at kuantan and not here and you are nt employ currently so u can't open an account...Hey, I dun care whether I am employ or not but what I know I have MONEY

I argue with her and she still said cant so I straight away took back my IC from her hand and walk off...I noe I am rude when talking to her after she said this cannot that cannot but then, U noe why I am rude to her? I think she deserve it...If she treat that old uncle better at first, I will not be tat rude to her ...js tone simple ques-"DO I NEED TO RESPECT SOMEONE THAT CANT EVEN RESPECT AN OLD UNCLE?" my answer is NO....

and MAYBANK, i will not have any business if yoou anymore...u make me in trouble for the remittances $ to HK & Taiwan past few mths, u make me loosing $ with the currency exchange, ur staff are lazy+slow+rude and u make me cant open accounts for 3 times...and here, I will not have any biz contact with u....damn stupid bank.... to open account.tat aso cannot? shit stupid bankers....feel like throwing my $ at her face...but i will nt do that cos thats my $...Y everyone can open account so easily, and why I cant?this was my 3rd attempts...I am that badluck?

DONUTS DONUTS

DONUTS DONUTS DONUTS...That is wat everyone thinking about when u view those pic above....

haha...becos of this pic, everyone feel wanted to eat donuts..and i think this pic gave nt only attraction to the necklace that wore by jerry bt also the donuts on his hands and on the tables....but i think more attractions with the donuts...feel like eating those donuts thus we bought it from dunkin donuts.....haha....those donuts really taste yummy....haha...

A LONG LONG HOLIDAY

Here I am bek after the 2mths holiday at my hometwn...haha...miss everything in KL so much... and nw really got to focus in searching for job and enter the new chapter of my life...HOPE that I can make my hobby as my career one day...(Wat's tat? you will noe it one day...)

2mths holiday?It had been a time that i didnt have such a long holiday...I am a bit lazy now..haha...BTW, I think I already gained some weight bcos i ate too much of my mummy cookings...cant resist it...YUMMY...gonna miss it so much...

Out of 7 wishes in my life, I already achieved one of it during the 2mth holidays and Thanks GOD...6 to go...haha..

Now got to bz searching for job and doing some meaningful and shocking homeworks...haha

HARRY POTTER & INVISIBLE TARGET

HARRY POTTER

Went to watch HARRY POTTER & The Order of Phoenix as soon as it released at the cinema..Feel excited and great before watching it bt a bit dissapointed after watching it...this part was nt as exciting as those previous episodes..nt much excitement...haih..but each time I watched Harry Potter, it remind me of sumone...I dun really like to watch such movie but I am keen in watching it since the moment sumone force me to watch it (the 1st episode)with him..haha..he even explained it to me..that's my cute nephew..Since then, I will not miss any of it..

INVISIBLE TARGET

I couldnt make it to follow the FC to watch INVISIBLE TARGET starring by our idol NICHOLAS. But I watched it yesterday..haha..Went thr yesterday and was shocked when the line was damn long...we were in the line for nearly 30 min and when we reached to the counter the sales gal told us that the tic for 1.40pm already sold out..wow..i was so shocked..that movie really that great?so we bought tic for the session on 4.20pm...I was so happy...

Went to BALENO to look for In Base mag after the cashier contacted me to inform me about it..Even though the SUMMER 07 havent reach Msia bt I bought the SPRING 07 ver. with MIKE HE as cover page and ZAI ZAI as back cover...

INVISIBLE TARGET????Everyone were waiting outside the cinema to wait for hte hall to open...wow...i cant believe it..when the hall was open, everyone rushing in...wat a great response for this movie...i was so happy to see hte crowd...The whole hall was full hse...

My review about this movie..It was an interesting movie...it really gave me a great impresion and i kept thinking of it...those fighting scenes was great and gave a real impact to the audiences..looks like real..A movie by BENNY CHAN still that awesome...

Feel hurt when Nic got bitten up by those bad guys and esp when he was kicked bt the bad guys from the building, hit the tree and fall on the lorry..I watched the TMO and there was no mattress on the floor...so painful...Those fightings scenes were great

Luv this movie too bcos there are still some comedy part in it...esp when the 3 actors (NIC, SHAWN & JAYCEE ) rubbing medi on the each oth..looks so funny..Feel touched when NIC & SHAWN help JAYCEE to fight when Jaycee get bullied by those bad guys..a feel of friendship...and the sad part was when JAYCEE died...oh gosh..hate that part..so touching..Jaycee improved his acting skills and he look great in the movie, funny and cute bt yeng aso...NIC always tat great..haha..

INVISIBLE TARGET-A movie you need to watch.Its a cool+cute+funny+a great action movie...

MY INSPIRATION SONG

Here comes the song of my inspiration song from my inspiration KING haha.....and check out this mv...even though it is an old song-5 years ago, bt i like it so much and it was so meaningful...haha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3QRYpxlUjFs

CHARITY.......

I always wanted to do charity and guess what, it was link to my dream....Wanna know it?I think most of you all knew it....

Doin charity....I use to do so when I was in high school. I miss out the charity event by NICHOLAS MALAYSIA FAN CLub and Catholic Society from my uni....For me, charity works will be more meaningful if I did it with all my frens....but I always think that I am not financially stable gal...cos I still need to save $ for my daily expenses...cos what they need the most will be food, drinks and daily use thing. If can, they will be more happy if we bought them present each. Thats why, I tell myself that I need to work hard...earn $ for family (thanks to my dad for giving me such a good study opportunity), and help those in needy...I hope to pay them a visit at least once a mth...They really need our help...do join me yea...

Thanks to GOD that my idols all are very kind+caring+lovely+sincere.....
1)NICHOLAS TSE with LIFE&HOPE
2)VANNESS with UNICEF
3)JERRY with WORLD VISION

Anway, i found lots of similarity between Vann and NIC...
Firstly, they are both come with a kind and sincere heart. THANKS GOD for giving me two caring idols.
Secondly, they donated some of their income for charity purposes.
Thirdly, haha...like me, both of them also cant read chinese words and posses a gud spoken English...
Fourthly, both like to be themselves...hate ppl to control and a perfectionist....they like to mention "YOU LIKE OR NOT, THAT'S ME"
Fifth, both loves their family so much esp their mom...haha...
Six, and both are talented artist either from the part of vocal, drama, movies and many more...

Besides, being my inspiration idols they are my role models too......

MY SUPER IDOL

HANDSOME GUY+PRETTY GAL=MATCHING......
he know him for 8 years and finally decided to live forever and ever with her...WISH YOU A LONG LASTING HAPPINESS my super idol....
How Junior NIC will look like?

They are both lovely couple.....WHY NOT JUST CONT TO SUPPORT HIM???
Long time we din meet you in MSIA...nearly 2 years already...

I took 3mths to cool dwn from everyting, news, latest updates and even seldom get any information from him few mths after his marriage. After 3mths and that is now, i realise, MY SUPER IDOL is always NICHOLAS TSE.....what can i said???a 9 years idol, not easy for me to forget...maybe i admit that in this 3mths i seldom log in to his MALAYSIA fan club forum and try to avoid listening his songs and video....I tot i can forget him...I dunno why i do so???Maybe think that he get married already, so should not waste my $ on him anymore....SAD + SHOCKED when get to know he get married on 9/2006...he can married any gals out there bt I dunno why he choose CECELIA...i dun like her that much...cos she too playgirl and not longer from seperating with his "mat salleh" bf...sigh...frens are concerned about my feelings and lots members seems missing when they heard the news....

I tot I am ok with it bt now I admit that in the past 3 mth i was so busy with F3+Vann stuff....but now i realise that I had neglected my support to NIC...the moment he need his fans to support him I was not there...Thanks to MONICA for the video of him at Cambodia....Now i I decided to cont support my this 9 years idol even though he was mArried.At least CC far more better than his ex-WF. Even though he gets married with a gal that i dont really adore, nevermind....he also a human, and he always wanted to have his own family...why not respect his decision?YEA...thats what i decided....Now I am wondering when will his small junior NIC will come out...everyone looking forward for it NIC...NO MATTER HOW, I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU...you had "fall dwn" for quite a number of times throughout ur journey in this industry, but your toughness, ability and brave actions to " stand back" had touch our heart. you are not alone even though you get married...we will be there for you

EXAM MONTH

I guess it had been few weeks that i didn't updated my blog...haha...cos busy studying..last minute revision cos past few weeks to busy and lazy already and now working hard like a cow...haha...

Today, i gave myself a half day off from revision cos jst finish a paper.Now 3 more to go...haha...actually, is to spend some times for F4 news, VANN news, emails and so on...

anyway, i think till the last paper ended, I dun dare to see my own face in the mirror....PIMPLE coming out one by one, my eyes look like Panda eyes-that's scary and my hair drops a lots...imagine, the study table where is the place i had my revision, breakfast,lunch, dinner and even snacks, was full with hairs after 5 days...sigh...so scary...Bsides, I also gain weight...will I endup like a week...haha...wait and see

Feel so envy seeing fans joining JVKV event, JV event and V.DUBB album press con, launching, autograph session and so on..while they are having fun at TAIWAN, i am facing stress and tension in KL...they are so lucky...Well, always hope that this time exam will be the last exam in my life..EXAMS make students suffer...sigh..:(

JVKV event was really great and luckily still manage to watch it from youtube. They are so cute when they are together. F4 ROX again.....reflashing back during the moment of MG1 and now, they had became mature and grew older...haha...so, do I...haha..they are always MY IDOLS AND MY INSPIRATIONs...

HAPPY EASTER DAY

EVENT: EASTER DAY & JACINTA's BIRTHDAY

DATE:8th APRIL 2007

VENUE: STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT-TALIPON

TIME:7pm

HAPPY EASTER DAY

here comes the EASTER eggs for everyone....

BELOW: My DAD, sis N and me...My mom nt around, far away back at my hometwn....

Below: My cousin and my uncle...haha...
Below: My fren....a nice self taken pic huh....
Below: That's me....laughing even though nt that feeling well...
BELOW: My fave....ICE-CREAM...

Yesterday was EASTER DAY and also nt to forget my sis birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY....HAPPY EASTER DAY too...which means that's the end of my 40days fasting from eating meats...thanks...cos that's the reason why recently, I lost weight.

we went for dinner at a steamboat restaurant with my dad, relatives and fren. Had a great dinner but seems I ate so little today cos feel dizzy all the way since i woke up from sleep. Maybe I slept too much already today and maybe due to last nite, I slept so early in the morning..4.30am...haha..cos we watch ZAI ZAI dvd-YAMADATATORI(KING TORI)...hope i spell it RIGHT....During the Dinner time, like usual, after eating, I playing around with my cam snapping pictures, that's my hobby..can't forget my cam whenever I leave my hse.

On Sat we had purchased lots thing at the CD store which included VANN first album MSIA edition(finally, we found it), Jerry Biography books, VIC dvd-YAMADATORI and Jerry's Cover Story...haha...they had reproduced most of their drama in DVD form and I saw a gal choose Peach Gal instead of COME TO MY PLACE...haha...

Just wanna said that today I also had decided the latest F4 chart in my personal life....haha..here comes...DRUM ROLLING.....

1) KEN(even though he seldom come to MSIA but I respect my 1ST choice of putting him at the 1st place since last time...a talented and happy go lucky guy)

2) VANN

3) JERRY & VIC(equally)

*** Subject to change in future...hahaha

30 BOXES of ROCKY

BELOW: My few sems group members...WE ARE THE BEST...WE ARE THE CHAMPION....haha

Below: The 30 boxes of ROCKY...15-CHOCOLATES, 15-STRAWBERRIES...

BELOW: MY PORTION...3 CHOCO, 3 STRAW....30boxes/5ppl=6 boxes per person...haha..so happy...my fave leh

HAHA....Let's forget about the sad news...Let's talk something happy...haha..

Finally, we get the 30 boxes of Rocky from one of my classmates that dare to compete with us with their coursework marks...Finally, we won and their groups jst few marks bhind..Even though my group like to complete the assignments last minute but overall I think we did it efficiently, straight to the point. No need to have grandmother assignments which were long winded with 17pages bt score jst one mark higher than those who did it with 4 pages. U SEE THE DIFFERENCE? haha...Besides, I think 5 of us are always the best bt jst lazy only..haha...THANKS FOR KEEPING YOUR PROMISE...the ROCKY are useful esp during our STUDY WEEK...

It's HURT

jst forget about it...i have the answer for myself in this issue...i might have misun sumthing

FRENS.....

FRENS....haih...that's what running in my mind for today and yesterday...THis post might be offended some of you bt i jst wanna voice out my words and help me to feel better...so sorry...

Having class gathering on yesterday bt before that i had planned nt to go...bt my frens kept ask me yyyyy???Ok..there are lots of reasons from me...many things running in my mind recently and "frens" do you all ever know wats happening in my life??...I guess the ans will be NO

cos no1 saw that and no one can feel tat....

everything happened too sudden..from family matters with relatives nearly met accident for so many times..sigh..i m sked losing one of them...i m so sked...exam comin, stress coming too. my head scalp turn red and only happened to some parts of it and make me worried about the reason it happened..worrying about my future..and so on...bsides some others listed reasons Y I M NT GOING are:

1) To save money cos I still need to survive on MAY with employment and then get my driving license..I can't spend money again...I dun dare to ask my dad again for $ as I dun wanna be a daughter that kept asking $ and kept spending money even though myself havent started to earn it...

2) I tot it was the last gathering last few days when we went for steamboat bt then, nw u all said wanna go to zoo and "eyes on msia"...nola...we cant oways go out as exam jst in two weeks times...I dun wanna fail o supp any of my paper..Its very important to me to score in this last exam in my life..we kept goin out so oftenly--Last week sing K, then, movie where we watch MR BEAN then, CAMERON trip then, movie again+steamboat and then wed movie, and now to zoo...walao, wunt you think we are too over????I personally think YES...

3) I dun like going to zoo..I prefer goin to SAFARI rather than zoo..It's hot, smelly and tiring to walk here and there...No pls...

4) Its a last minute decision fr u all...as all my closest frens knew, I am a gal which hold to my principal that any last minute "date " will be rejected by me cos I hate ppl to do thing last minute...that's d principal of life...

thanks to my best buddy for spending his time to hear i grumble and listen to my problems...thanks...hey, you make me fell better....

"STORM THE YARD"

EVENT: GROUP 1 DINNER & MOVIE TIME

DATE:9th APRIL 2007

VENUE: YUEN STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT & GSC

TIME:6.30pm & 11.55pm

BELOW: a gROUP pic wit our tutor...MR Farhan...

Below: The gals posing with the "monkey king" of my class...haha..(right: me, shear yee, jia hui, alice and monkey king-kho yee)

BELOW: The F4 of my group on that day...haha..emm..wondering who is dao ming si, hua zhe lei , mei zou, n xing men leh?haha

BELOW: PeK Wan and me...(guess what tshirt am i wearing?...haha..it's our group tee where I am one of the designer for the front part..haha)

BELOW: The wonderful fountain at one of the entrance of the SUNWAY CITY

After a tiring and fun trip from Cameron, finally i am bek to KL and need to attend classes at 2pm..Will update you guys with the Cameron trip story and some pic sooner...Maybe after my exam...haha

After class on Monday, suddenly there is a suggestion to go for Steamboat..Well, lets go cos we had cancel the Ktan trip due to time constraint...We went there wit our CORPORATE GOVERNANCE tutor..haha..nt all of the classmates went bt jst some of them and luckily my best buddies went too...Some incident happened that make me quite angry....bt since its past, lets don't mention it.

Like usual, we had a full dinner. But the chicken wings taste was nt as tasty as last time. SAD...Our tutor, Mr Farhan, was a bit shocked cos we ate so much since it was only RM21 per head and its buffet steamboat. Well, I feel that I am a bit like a "Princess" on that nite cos i insisted to sit with my 2 best buddies. They help me to remove the prawn skins and even took food for me and in return, i took ice-cream for them to eat..haha..i m having fun with tat...While, the another table was full of gals with only one guy that was our tutor. The situation make me feel tat Mr Farhan was the king and the gals were his followers..haha..ON that nite, I ate nearly 10scoops of Ice-cream and luckily i din suffer from any stomaches...wow..

After the dinner, we went to watch STORM THE YARD...again? yea, the 2nd time I watched it. Cos everyone wanted to watch, and I can't go back alone, so join them to watch it. It's was a movie that I like it so much cos it was all about dancing-Hip Hop Dancing from LA. Well, some of the scene remind me of my dear "V" and their steps look similar..and even the hero-DJ has a similar cap as V. The LA cap but jst in different color. I love their dancing steps so much...and my buddies and gal frens agree with me too...haha...it's a movie that i highly recomended to all the dancing lovers and also V fans too..haha..the 1st time i enjoy watching a movie for so many times and even nt a movie starring by my idol...haha...

I AM A "BIG PRAWN HEAD"

OH.....frens always said I am a big prawn head and till today, i need to admit it that I am indeed a big prawn head gal...maybe some of you wondering what is "big prawn head" mean?Its mean that i am a gal that always forgetting something....BIG PRAWN HEAD is a direct translation from chinese...haha...

Well, why i said myself like this bcos yesterday went out to sing K with friends and at first, I left the whole stack of notes in my fren car. I only realised it when he went to play futsal with my notes in his car..ohhh...JEssica..Jessica...I was so forgetful cos, the others frens quickly went to his car to take their belongings as he was leaving earlier than us but i jst sat at the sofa in the room seeing them went out to take their things and wondering did I left anything in his car...Shud be nothing...Then, those frens came back with their belongings and wen we gonna leave the place only i realised...GOSH...my things...oooo...i left my notes in my fren car...why i so forgetful nw only i realised it...OMG...

Need to trouble him again...he purposely came up to my hse(as I m leaving in condo) with his sweaty and smelly body(jst joking)...haha...jst to pass my notes...haih...wat la me...

Then, nvm, no longer than tat, frm msn another fren told me, hey, gal did u realised that one of ur thing missing?ME?emmm...i kept reflashing it and tried to see and check my belongings...nup, my hp always be with me...and gosh...my purse...haih...I can jst left my purse in my fren car's...and he scolded me big prawn head...haha..

This were nt the 2nd o 3rd time I left something in ppl's car...Let me reflash, I think I left handphone, handphone bed, books, notes, pensel case, purse....My others gal friends said that i used to left my belongings in handsome frens car...Eh...nola...i m nt purposely...jst an coincidence...haha...i aso dunno why this happened to me...haha..that's faith kwa..hehe...

JESSICA THE BIG PRAWN HEAD GAL....HAHA...

MY COLLECTIONS---PEPSI is the best

haha...each ppl have their own interest...some of them likes to collect books, magazines, posters, clothes, and my interests are collecting PEPSI, F4 stuff such as posters, CDs,VCDs,DVDs, magazines and anything that related with them.

Well, most of the people collected COKE and my cousin brother have that interest too and here comes the collection of my PEPSI..and its jst apart of it cos my rack already full, so, stay tune for the new rack of mine wit all my PEPSI on it...THANKS to my relatives, and frens that willing to buy for me PEPSI as the souvenirs whichever country that they went. Those PEPSI came from MALAYSIA of cos, HONG KONG, THAILAND, CHINA, KOREA and ARAB...

And below was a small but meaningful souvenir to me from my fren-LINDA during VANN CONCERT AT GENTING that day...THANKS so much gal....I LIKE IT SO MUCH...another special thing at my PEPSI rack..haha

THANKS to LINDA too for this two pictures....

Besides, here are my F4 COLLECTIONS....jst a part of it cos this pic was took at 2005..nw i have even more of it..haha...The "BENCH" magazine are from PHILIPINES...

And the below pic are my collections of some of my F4 CDs,VCDs and DVDs....As you can see some of it with their autograph on it...hehe...still got lots more nt in the pic..hehe..Some of the albums were HK or Taiwan version.Those missing albums/VCDs(nt in pic) are Vann and ZZ 1st solo album (Thai version-Thanks to LInda for helping me to purchase it), Jerry and Ken 1st solo album(Msia version), Jerry 1st Solo album (HK version), Silent Vcd and others....and nt to forget F4 5 YEARS GLORIOUS album....haha... y those stuff nt in the pic?cos i always bring them along wenever i go...haha...the best of all...haha

MOVE FREE MAG....

News report of my dEAR "V" at the SG WANG free magazine called MOVE. So shocked when i saw it..haha...and have took it for some of my oversea frens too..hehe..

THAT'S ME...

Well, lots of frens always told me "JESSICA, don't be childish anymore...you are like a small gals that so into ur idols and many kind of comments from them about my idol...u waste to much of your $ on them..." who cares!!!even my parents doesn't voice out and even supported me..haha

Just wanna said thank you for the advice...Jessica is always Jessica...I know from last time till now i had invested lots of $ on them...Different people have different ways to spend their money..some ppl like to eat, some ppl like to shopping and many more but i m those kind of ppl that like to buy cds,vcds, dvds and eveything about my idolS as collection and all of it must be in ORiGINAL...

Well, that is Jessica...I am nt childish and hope u all can stop describing me like a small gal..this kind of thing nt small gals are affort to do so...I supported them bcos they are talented guys and i am enjoying it. the most important thing that I wanna said that, "besides being my idol , they inspire me alot in my life towards achieving my dreams(that's the most important of it)"..and "bcos of them i met lots of frens from around the world...." while "for those CDs,VCDs and DVDs , besides watching their performance, listening to their songs, they are many others thing that i observed and get to learn from there.."

Furthermore, while attending any meet the fans session, "besides cheering, supporting and jst to see them, I aso get to learn something new too after each event...bsides observing my own idol of cos, i also observed everything around me from the surroundings, fans, mgmt, sound systems, stage deco, stage preparation, and lots more....It's nt just a meet the fans session for me...It's meant a lot to me..."

"I just wanna said that everything that I did, ITS ALL LINK BACK TO MY DREAM or I can said as my "MISSION OF LIFE".Hope my dream will come true one day"..

TOUCHING......

It's touching when your idol remembered something that happened previously...maybe some of my frens will said that "hey..of cos la remember its just few mth ago"..well, imagine they are so bz bt if an incident happened and tend to make them to remember it, i think that's the happiest thing for the fans...

Well, as i mentioned earlier, we requested for the encore song during my dear "V" promo event at SG WANG and our attempt failed during the promo at GENTING...that idea came from me and thanks to ONLYF4 for remembering this idea and GALS we did it...

Thus, he fulfill our wish by singing the song "ji mo guang chang" for the promo encore song...the DJ and he were kind of shocked when we shouted for encore cos they said "even encore b4 concert"...luckily we insisted to have it and when he asked what song u gals want, my fren shouted "ji mo guang chang" and he sang it even though he doesn't practice it earlier and forgotten the lyrics.

But during the concert, from the concert clips, finally, I get to listen what he told us on that day " THIS SONG FOR U MALAYSIA..THIS IS ONE THE ENCORE SONG LAST TIME AT SG WANG, THIS FOR U" can't believe that he got such good memory to remember that..haha..so touching...here the clips

http://s27.photobucket.com/albums/c182/jessicachau/?action=view&current=20070303_Malaysia_VanNess_1_Night_I.flv

(Do not transfer this post elswhere as it is just for my blog readers viewing purpose...THANK YOU)

THANKS to VAmeNNOW from VCC THAILAND for such wonderful clip....

SAYONARA....

listening to VANN song-"My Friend" now ..and here comes the feeling for me to write this blog...

well, its just one mth to go and i will get seperated with all my frens, my hsemates, my best frens, my classmates...that's the rules of life....we can't prevent it from happen even though i doesn't want it to happen....

this song really make my tears gonna come out....i gonna enter the new chapter in my life....should i be happy cos i m stepping one step nearer to my dream and my future...i not sure..not so soon to get happy cos i still need to worry about my job...what i wanna be?what kind of job i am choosing?i think this matter myself and everyone that are besides me are very clear about it..just wondering is there a chance for me in this complicated world???hope so....hope my career doesn't stop me from meeting and attending my idols event...i hope i choose the right path in my life

when i mention i gonna enter the new chapter in my life, it means i gonna end another chapter in my life-the chapter of A STUDENT...gonna miss this life..gonna miss the moment sleeping, dreaming and chatting in the class...gonna miss the moment skipping the class..and the most important thing is gonna miss every friends that always be with me no matter what happen in my life....and here come the song of "DE YI SHI JIAN" by F4....another sad song in my life...

to many things to tell each of them...THANK YOU for being my fren and I will miss each of u...some of us gonna choose the road to go back hometwn and some will stay and remain in KL...

1)to my roomate-LeeJia...here is the moment i m nt your roomate anymore..feel relieve huh..thanks for being so tolerate with me this night ghost and lazy bump...

2)to my two best buddy-ANE & KHO YEE, I will miss the moment u guys bullied me and protecting me..not to forget the moment i bullied u guys...and also the moment you guys helping me....and the moment we doing assignments and dissertation...

3)to my gal friends-Monica, Jiahui, HuiJia, I will miss the moment we doing assignments, quarelling and joking around.

4)to my idol crazy fren-Esther..really having fun running here and there chasing our idols...thanks for following me stalking and even chasing Vann...i will remember that moment foreva...but i wonder, do we still have time to do those thing anymore in the future?hope so...

5)to my hsemate SiKi...its great having you around, and quarelling with you for fun...haha..at least in our hse gets more noisy...

6)to all my classmates-I will miss the moment we have holiday together and playing madly

around....

Hope all of us can keep in touch foreva and at least there will be a reunion once a year...

PICTURES OF VANNESS WU MALAYSIA 2007 CONCERT-"ONE NIGHT IN GENTING"

(BELOW): The condition before the concert started...
(BELOW): The flower stand from the Fan Clubs...Right is the one from ONLYF4 and i like their message to him so much...its so meaningful ( "Regardless you are with F4 or going Solo, we will be there to support you all the way")
(BELOW): The one from VIFC (VANNESS INTERNATIONAL FAN CLUB)
(BELOW): The others flower stands...and there are so many of it from different countries and different Fan Clubs
(BELOW): The opening performance for his concert

(BELOW): Concentrating playing the guitar..so cool....
(BELOW): Love the moment he sang the remix of I HATE MYSELF & BASKET CASE by Greenday while playing the guitar...can kill me d..haha

(BELOW): The moment he sang AMAZING GRACE & JI MO GUANG CHANG....the costume make him look like an old man esp when he holding the cane...WE STILL LIKE IT...

(BELOW): I like this jacket so much....and the smooth movement for this dance

(BELOW): V With his cane...he tried his best to perform the best on that night....
(BELOW): The robotic dance with his so called GATSBY hairstyle..haha

(BELOW): The KUNG FU dance....I like this dance so much....
(BELOW): EST and I agree that KHO YEE you lose to him..haha..u need to GANBATTE le..

(BELOW): He agrees that his hair look "messy" too..so funny

(BELOW): Seriously saying his THANK YOU wish to the organizers and sponsors..

(BELOW): This is wat he wore for the ENCORE songs...hehe

(BELOW):The injured guy jumping around when he gets high...

(BELOW): Est and I agree that KHO YEE you lose to him..hehe..

(BELOW): cute face huh..hehe


(BELOW):Singing for the encore song-RASA SAYANG

CREDIT: ALICE, STEPHANIE & SSENNAV @ VIFC for the pictures